for me to actually shed tears. unthinkable but true.
unfathomable human minds.
we would all be psychics if we could read each other minds and know them inside out, now wouldnt we?
thinking about it. i could have been too nice, maybe it's just me, maybe it's just my personality or my character.
i would never have been bothered by whether i was getting a 100% love which i put in. whats the point if all we think about is reciprocation? all i did was say leave it as it is. no need to worry whether i'm feeling the love. its okay (:
thanks to jing hui. i managed to get thru this evening. the worst has yet to haunt me. i no longer know how to be strong. guess i'll just recede back into my shell and get back to my normal mundane life of studying, training, no more.
sucks i know. and no i'm not trying to be emotional here. i'm trying to release the last bit of sorrow i'm feeling right now. i do hope something cheers me up soon. or maybe she would change her mind for that matter, guess these things can't be imposed on one another. guess i'll just let the wind take me wherever and drift along. it's not like i have an obligation no more.
a video my friend showed me. kinda turned up at the wrong time. but no matter. at least it would be for laughs for my readers out there.
happy watching.
i do like their voices though. :/