6 TRUTHS OF LIFE

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.

2. All idiots, after reading the first 'truth', will try it.

3. The first truth is a lie.

4. You are smiling now because you're an idiot.

5. You will soon forward this to another idiot.

6. There is still a stupid smile on your face.

HAHA. damn funny.

went training ytd and met up with kim hong after that. had fun tgt i think. LOL. kena bombed by her with the riddles which i totally could not break. LOL.

watched terminator salvation. not bad. but damn weird some parts of it. haha.

just returned from gym with jeremy. i've gotten stronger. i know it. HAHA.

leaving for sydney in 3 days. AND MY LUGGAGE ISNT PACKED. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

nvm slp first. LOL.

UTs for chemistry, rDNA and biochemistry are next week!

gosh. today's chemistry class was a big flop. i could only understand a little portion of it. and i explained it to what i understood. haha!

had lunch with mich. talked a little.

i dunno how she can be so careless as to break her specs while working lol.

talking about her.

screw buses man. 168 took SOOOOO freaking longggggg. omg lah.

i still think mrts are more reliable in terms of arrival time. lol. argh cant wait for the holidays. im going to sydney again. visiting my relatives and some downtime. but before i head there. i wanna get started on my PP.

procrastination sucks. i know everyone does that, but its due to that sole reason ppl are always lagging behind and failing. haha.

alright time to float to lala land. (:

ppl say when one door closes. another opens. man i dunno how true this statement is, but for one thing i do know.

i gave up the opportunity once. and i dun think i want to let it slip out of my hands again.

gosh i sound so emo.

LOL.

UTs are coming. PP scope approved. YEESSSSAAAHH!

time to continue working. argh.

Hi miss natasha. This is the email regarding events of which had happened during our ‘meetings’ for the past 3 weeks.

First of all I’d like to highlight that our first week’s meeting was the only time we EVER had work done. Where reshmi couldn’t even get our bunch to listen while she tried ever SO hard to get our attention, until yun hua stepped in to help and our work was assigned to us.

Last week’s meeting was a disaster. Really it was. We take our time off – of course not everyone was present, we cant help that – and our ‘meeting’ was revolved around reshmi chowing down on her subway rather then asking us or herself for that matter to do ANYTHING productive all. The rest were chit chatting.

Her email spamming is one of the thing which irritates not only me, but probably lots of others.

All I can summarize is that – her spammings are USELESS. Pls take note about this. She talks more than she does anything. Just by verbally telling what to do she expects us to do things to her expectations which I think is utterly ridiculous. Because personally vivek and I are not tech savvy and we totally do not know how to do any photo montages.

I’ll get back to that in awhile because that happened in today’s (12/5/09) meeting.

Reshmi set the time for the meeting at 4.30 – and I was already for the meeting along with xiu hui. Because our class ended late. So we rushed to W55B only to find yun hua . where was reshmi? She was at subway! Wheee!

And we waited till roughly around 5.10 – 5.15 when she slowly strolled like a princess, that was fine by me. But she spent almost 30 mins munching on her subway and her cookies, another 30 mins was gone with her hindi songs and her obviously hideous shaking and singing. So vivek and I tried our hardest to do the montage by ourselves, she didn’t help. Guess what? She was commenting on how we should just play around with the programme, since no taught her, she wasn’t gonna teach us too. Until yun hua offered to help, I really don’t know whats wrong with helping us for that bit?

We had plenty of time to do any videos. Oh I was playing a game when she came in and she didn’t even take the initiative to tell those present already to go take the video. She was happily eating.

Guess how much had already elapsed? She then suggested the lawn, I think it was a waste of our time, because all those present were telling her the classroom would suffice? So vivek and I finished up our slides and had to leave because we had something on. She was threatening us that she wouldn’t put us in the video. Vivek and I said fine by us. Because if you were gonna question where were our faces. She’s be screwed even if she said it was our fault. So I got really pissed and we left. Halfway down toward south agora, kasturi called and told us that they were already at the lawn. So vivek went soft and decided we should wait. We walked at the lawn toward W5 and we only saw kasturi. The rest? Still upstairs dragging and slacking. Ridiculous enough? Hoho! That’s only half of it.

Reshmi called vivek and said they’d be down in 10 mins. After 10 mins, vivek called her and she said they changed the location from the lawn to E5. I think this is too much, we sacrifice our time for this and she comes with all sorts of funny stunts which can really piss someone off. And the best part of all? She DOESN’T give a hoot as to what people have to say – she once told me this, she does things and says things when she deems its right in her own eyes. I really feel like typing this report with more than just personal attacks and vulgarities.

Oh and miss Natasha? She’s not fit to be in charge of anything. I hope you will see to it and change our I/C because I think she lacks every single quality a leader has to offer. Nothing productive enough has been done thus far.


this was my report to miss natasha.

bloody reshmi think we so fucking free like her. oh btw? her fashion sense sucks. and she compared herself to sharon raj which is a real fair and hot indian. reshmi? HAHA!

biochemistry today.

ADP + Pi = ATP - synthesized

gosh plenty of stuff.

ATP is known as the energy carrier molecule too. because once its broken down, energy is used.

im glad i know whats going on. zzz.


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happy birthday cherine. somehow i feel weird. i gave her the cake. yeah had to run to get one. my mom ate ALL the cakes i baked ytd zzz. i specifically asked her to leave a piece for me which was meant for cherine. omg lah.

woke up in the morning and nothing left. =.=

ran to get one. wtf. zzz.

i couldnt get over who was meeting after that. hais. aye nvm that.


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i still feel sad, mixed emotions actually. sheesh. im outta here.

people just leave me alone.

i hate it when i lose.

sportmanship my foot! im losing to someone who has a job. a car. an income. FUCK.

i think i can really just give it up lah. ccb.

this post is gonna be ugly.

so much for effort uh. yeah man, he's smart and all. fuck. okay nvm.

she's into him. so im outta the picture now i guess. its alright. i'll just keep it quiet for now.

i hate losing. i really do. i lost lotsa stuff alr. now i gotta lose this too. fuck 'effort'!

seems like im about to lose this one too.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

to my mom - thank you for putting up with all my nonsense for these past 19 years. okay make that 18 years and 5 months. HAHA!

and of course, wishing the same to all mothers as well!

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CHERINE THONG KAI LING loves scolding ppl asshole.i think she dun have siol. LOL!

had a nice talk with shaika yesterday after class. she was telling how she was ALSO always getting stuck with younger guys. LOL.

so i listened in and got little sian-ed when she told me that she were to choose someone else of a higher calibre eg. doctor, lawyer, not exactly lah but those in training and the guy who was chasing her? she'd definitely go for the doctor or lawyer.

reason being?

simple - they have a income, more mature, know how to think better etc.

whereas what do the younger guys have? hot headed-ness, known as hooligans in some cases, immature, much less a stable income.

as much as i didnt want to hear that, the ugly truth was as such. nothing i could do about it though.

seeing things progressing as they are. im just gonna do what i can for now. and not hope too much.

getting my hopes too high will only result in a more painful, harder crash back to earth - equivalent exchange people.

we can never have the best of both worlds, no matter how much we wish for it or work hard to obtain it. that is the basis of this earth.

in order to gain something, something of equal value must be lost. doesnt really help when im already sinking to the bottom of the despair pit with everything going on around me.

school was alright for the whole week. i think im starting to get the hang off things.

microbiology class turned out to be more like cultural and asthestics class.

lab was fun. i used the gloves to make balloons, stole some extra ecoli(intestinal bacteria) and cultured it to become purer when the teacher wasnt looking. and pls note - im the SAFETY OFFICER. LOL.

grades are turning out fine. i love chemistry more and more.

vesak day today. met up with my sec 5 clique last night. its always happy to see them, thinking back on how we meet in sec school. gone thru all the stupid crazy laughter to grow together. and now we're all over the place. haha!

gonna hit the gym later with vivek. god knows whether he's really coming anot. nvm i'll hit alone if i have to. twice per week i'll hit the gym.

Labels: mixed up all around with emotions

im feeling like shit once again. i say i wanna forget those team memories and start over.

but tears just fill my eyes and i cant help it. i really cant. im going through this huge emotional fountain.

people have been asking/pulling me to dragonboat. gosh i want to.

but i already kinda made my mind to go dutch. i was thinking of just training by myself at least i wont have to go thru all the political shit again. and suck cock like that guy on canoe.

i'll nv like him. just like how my eyes treat that benjamin(the fucker who went to melbourne too)

they're so predictable. trying so hard to gain recognition, can never lose, lose then wanna charcoal with others. mofos to the max yo.

-suddenly become major bitching session ah?- LOL

i oso needa say im offically wishing my hands of reshmi. she's beyond hope. she's irritating and she's self conceited. gosh. i just wanna slap so hard that her head turns 360 LOL.

okay enough bitching.

nites.

hit the gyms today. freaking shiok. all the familiar pains were coming back. HAHA!

called bertrand last night? guess what? he told me:

aiyah you wanna follow what you did for canoe training go ahead lor, if not, just WHACK the weights LOL.

went with jun hao. my current semester classmate. haha. he was overwhelmed by the way kai jie and i tackle the weights. LOL

back, triceps, biceps, abs, traps, upper and lower chest, deltoids. okay i dunno what other minor parts i've trained. but these are the main ones i did train. haha

i did the declined pullover. OMG. lower chest = CHUI!

okay nvm. im gonna train my lower chest. wheeees!

saturday go again? or once a week? i was thinking twice PER week. LOL.

li han is joining me next week. coolios. haha. must relac relac when gymming with girls. dun wanna scare anyone anymore. jun hao was scared stiff alr. LOL

Labels: WHACK only

i was walking to the sports complex today after lab. lab was fun.

but little did i know that my day would have turned dull. walking out of the W6 canteen. i saw a horde of students doing warm ups. Canoe style.

i knew those were supposed to be my would-have-been juniors. suffering one year of hardships and shit were mentally and physicaly draining. nontheless fun.

i saw them. i saw tomi, yusri, nic, kelroy, marcus, jaffar, cath. i was so sad. i wanted to go back. i had the sudden urge to. i feel sad.

took my charger from angeline. and went to w55a. where i teared in front of azie and next, hana. i couldnt help it. im feeling so empty inside. where the flame once roared endlessly. i wanted to be a part of RPCanoe once again. the jersey's we've worked so hard for. the pain and the sweat.

im feeling very down. went to hana's class after that. and i decided to look out of the window to see the juniors slogging their guts out. it was heart wrenching to see my ex teammates yet not be able to join them. i wish i just didnt fail the attendance and attended more saturday trainings. after all coach kai yang holds the veto. what could i do?

im gonna hit the gyms starting tmr. on a regular basis. i dun wanna rot at home and be some useless shithead no more.


thks cherine! appreciate it. (:

i swear man. i NEVER ever wanna have anything to do with photoshop EVER again!



i was UP all night! trying to figure it out. LOL and trying real hard to finish up the REAL impt thing. freak it man! i finally came up with something. but uh. lol. okay nvm -.-



student was late! she asked if she could extend the timing till 9! i said fine! then at 8.55 she came to me with this HUGE PILE of books. asking this and that. so i asked her.

hey what time you want me to go home? 12 midnight?

she said CAN AH?! woah good! erm but needa pay extra?

i was staring at her with my eyes WIDE open - with the 'omg wtf' look! LOL

and only when her brother laughed at her, did she realise i was being sarcastic. LOL gone case..

but i gotta admit though. she got the makings of the typical singaporean auntie. HAHA! =P

rDNA lab tmr yo! EXCITED. WOOHOO!

im okay guys! for those of you who msn-ed me!

HAHA! im okay! dun worry. LOL.

check 1!

check 2!

no. 3 not checked yet.

needa get it before one of these days. hehe.

(:

time to do my stuff! not sleeping tonight! biochemistry tmr!

just got home after hanging out with C2 buddies.

went to the metro sale. got my crocs. didnt regret waiting for the sale.


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geez. i dunno why my EQ is so low. the moment i saw: its so hard to date a busy girl (:

i was like oh man. *sians*

he's a doctor. i'm nothing more than a hoodlum in some cases. a 2nd year at that.

im glad mine is a private blog where minimal ppl can see my write out my woes. i feel like crying. i havent really cried in a long time. im feeling all the tears bottling up and imploding from within soon.

all thats happened.

im not gonna give up. i'll still try my hardest.

you are indeed the apple of my eye.

argh. boredom to the max. i wanna change my blogskin soon. but im not sure how to. LOL

anyone wanna help me? haha!

im watching 'the game plan' freaking funny and touching at some parts.

cherine really is the most guai lan girl i've known thus far. ask me to be her co-author(inside joke) and when i told i'd be brain dead. she said being brain dead was GOOD!

holy shit.

her relentless shooting was pretty cute and funny. lol. her 'hehee' is the cutest. LOL

aye. sunday. tmr biochemistry. sweeeee. and finally tuesday~ LAB LAB LAB LAB!

YEAH MAN! CANT WAIT. i think i have a fetish for labs alr. hehe!

met up with vivek and a few of the others who were on the melbourne trip. went for a bloody late night movie over at Plaza Singapura.

FRIDAY THE 13TH!

GOOD SHOW!

sex scenes with damn funny. like how the girl was praying. kinda rated 18? but ahh. who cares. was funny in any case - no i am not being graphically explicit. im just saying the scenes were hilarious at some point! haha! dun mistake me for a pervert PLS. LOL

but the grotesque portions? zomfg. one guy got slashed right thru the skull. split! i'd say.

another got an arrow shot right thru from the back of the head! ZOMFG!

one girl was bbq-ed alive just before she cum-ed. LOL. another one was stab from the top of her head with machete. omg?

nice show though. haha.

labour day's boring!

just returned from a hearty dinner meal. gonna study a little before i dota with my buddies.

aite. im off! (:

oh yeah! i learnt something nice from ayisha(my new classmate) its in my labels for this post!




this is after you read the labels actually. LOL



and you girl. The apple of my eye (:

Labels: yahabibi yamaulana means the apple of my eye