oh man.

i feel so underaged! HAHA!

ARGHHH! T.T

MOM AND DAD! WHY DIDNT YOU GUYS MAKE ME A YEAR EARLIER!

then i'd be 20 now.

so many things i'd able to do.

okay my nose is REALLY dropping off.

took my medicine. now im ready to KO. :D

peace out yaws!

p.s - this post has NO ulterior agenda to it whatsoever. (:

just needed to rant it out. what better place than my own blog right!? haha!

NIGHTS!

once again im updating because of CHERINE THONG KAI LING. HAHA!

hmm i've gotten a pretty bad flu bug after i've returned from melbourne. due to the weather differences, which OBVIOUSLY sucks. cause i couldnt make it to support my team for MR500. oh well....

saturday was pretty 'exciting' i'd say. lol. a SUPER DUPER UBER last min minute gathering over at Natasha's. celebrated Earth Hour. although i had a BIG question mark on how big an impact it would have. lol.

laid on the grass and gazed at the stars. talked alot with a certain someone. EDITED. took away some parts of the original.

siann-ed of my nose now! ITS GONNA DROP OUT NOW. ARGHHHHHHHH!

BBQ over at michael's place ytd was pretty dousing. lol. when we were about to start, the heavens decided to start crying. LOL. so we headed up to his house and started playing guitar heroes. gosh. its pretty fun if you ask me. the part for singing? i sang once, hit the high notes and pretty much died off. LOL. guitar was fun. HAHA.

left pretty early - around 7.30, cabbed home and bathed. chatted online for lil while and took my flu medicine slept at 8.30 till 10.30 this morning. gosh...

the medicine seems to be useless. LOL. arghh..

this sucks.

Cherine, i've updated already okay? see im so guai! (:

returned from melbourne! im back!

with both happiness and sadness in tandem. i miss melbourne.

the weather and the environment. you could nv get anything like that in singapore. and the culture of the people are SO different compared to us singaporeans.

i seriously wanna work my butt off this coming semester. i wannna aim for Monash, based on what i've seen, i think its the best place to go now. haha!

Professor Pat and Lesley(Paleontologists a.k.a they study dinosaur fossils) have invited me back as an overseas applicant to head to Melbourne the next digging season.

oh man! im SO gg. haha.

Earth Sciences and Genetics. i guess these 2 degrees are what i might be after!

but then again. it'll be another 4 years LOL. 2 more years in poly and 2 years in NS. hopefully i'll make the mark to enter Monash.

oh yeah! the beers are FUCKING cheap! LOL

hmm lets see. editing is needed because CHERINE THONG KAI LING said i put too little stuff in this current post. LOL

thinking back. i think i learnt lots on this trip. haha. we had a 3D2N stay at this resort? which was like freaking nice? grand? and best of all - it was a dream house to live in. facilities were good too. gym, swimming pool, jacuzzi, sauna. omg lah. LOL

went running, gymming - missed training with the team man. fuck. had to make it up somehow for the days i missed.

the weather was cold at night. stupid roommate of mine was a bloody fun guy but bloody pig. cannot wake up one. LOL.

guys i hate to disappoint, but you cant possibly have me blog all 10 days out. HAHA. more like im lazy or something. lol!

know what? i love all the guys who were in Melbourne IAEP. except for one mother fucker whom spoiled the WHOLE trip.

Vivek (my roommate) said that idiotic guy was trying to stick his dick into every girl's pussy whom he deemed worthy of his dick. HAHA. i roared with laughter when i heard that. LOL.

my apologies for that last crude paragraph. i learnt this line from suhana - LIVE WITH IT. haha!

100m time trial ytd and i capped again halfway. sian!

my starting burst is DAMN unstable. zzz.

okay nvm. after that had technical stroking and finally sprint sets!

omg~! its back. the sprint sets are back. holy shit!

but i think i've become slightly better? feeling wise. haha.

waited for the bus to bring us back to school for gym.

wah fuck. ytd i felt damn soft. dumb bell presses were a little difficult. haha.

i did pretty heavy weights ytd though. whole body chui now.

ESPECIALLY the back muscles. omggggg.

okay anyways. MR500 list is out. and im NOT paddling. expected already - sian.

its alright. i'll work harder for the next race!

but NOW... my short term is to bench press 40kg each side - 8 reps at least within 1 - 2 months!

CHIONG AH!

BENCH PRESS!

i really dunno what's up with me.

i really think my motivation for training has decreased tremendously. talked to yusri. had a nice talk with him. think it helped it a little.

paddled fartleg today. i felt my back muscles working. and my arms werent tired at all. i think im getting the twisting motion thingy.

left early for briefing in school for the trip.

melbourne's exactly 1 week from now!

excited as i am. i dun think i'll get the chance to paddle in MR500. sad max. only the best paddle. obviously im not uh.

anyways, im really looking forward to excavating those dinosaur fossils in dinosaur cove. hope a real Tyrannosauraus pops out from under! haha!

fascination with the medical stuff, DNA, and monash university.

hopefully there'll be some shopping/down time for us. i'd like to shop for some stuff for my friends, parents and the team especially.

they're all i have. (:

tomi told me to trust the team. i guess i can take his word for it?

Labels: push push

came across this song while watching HSM2 once again.

it is really echoing in my head.

a really nice love song - but sadly, one that signifies break ups.

Troy, listen.

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps gettin in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[Chorus:]
We might find our place in this

World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

[Troy]
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

[Gabriella]
What about trust?

[Troy]
You know I never wanted to hurt you

[Gabriella]
what about me?

[Troy]
What am I supposed to do?

[Gabriella]
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

[Troy]
I'll miss you

[Gabriella]
So
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy]
Why do you have to go?

[Gabriella]
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[Troy]
I'm trying to understand

[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now

[Troy]
I want you to stay

[Gabriella]
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy]
What about us?

[Gabriella]
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[Troy]
I'm trying to understand

[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

today was the time trial.

and i messed it up. big time.

i capsized just before the finish line and i cut thru the demarcated area without even knowing it.

well done Aaron.

you can go fuck yourself. you pathetic piece of worthless crap.

im just feeling fucking sad and disappointed.

mood's super foul now.

Labels: you loser

went to the doctor earlier this morning for follow up.

didnt attend training. doctor said im getting better but im healing VERY slowly for some reason. zzz.

headed home to bathe and met up with esther. went to raffles place kumon head office to collect some stuff for my instructor.

clarified some stuff there with pris. haha.

didnt know my instructor mouth so big tell everyone that i'd be going to melbourne for the school trip this 18th. haha! :X

thanks for waiting okay? esther woo ern lin! (: sorry made you wait so long. haha.

anyways after that headed back to eastpoint for korean cuisine! i think it was not bad. esther was pigging out! HAHA! :P

headed home, but before that stopped to buy some minced pork for the wanton that i was gonna make. reached home, bathed - made about 80? i think LOL.

havent eaten. argh i wanna eat 50 one shot!

SHIOKNESS to the max! :DD

Labels: im gonna get stronger watch me

currently after last sunday's dragonboat with coach kaiyang.

my ass and back muscles are sore LIKE HELL!

holy hell.

just do just do just do. don't think just do. Aaron just do!

havent fully recovered from the viral infection, went for strength test today anyway. ran the 2.4 like a dickhead ._. 12 mins plus. okay not bad. considering my bad condition.

pull ups 5 - could do more but back too sore.

bench press - 32.5 kg each side! 3 reps passed! tried 35kg next! but did only 2 reps. failed the last one. fuck. other i'd shut everyone up. haha! but i guess i did well. 70 kg 2 reps hmm.. seems pretty good to me.

lats pull down - full rack 20 plates. YESSAH!

i think i've gotten stronger compared to the last time i took the strength test. (;

good sign. im gonna get myself something! somehow! LOL.

i cant help but think that there's something very wrong. guys reading this. you should know what i mean. it just doesnt feel very bonded. ):

oh well.