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Aaron Chua Sheng Zhi
Ubi-ian!
13th December 1990
ex- macphersonian, Republic Polytechnic - Environmental Sciences

1/5 of the C² - Chaotic Cruisers



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Sunday, September 28, 2008
6:52 AM; sunburnt. TOTALLY!
okay today marks the end of our one star course. now we'll be able to compete in competitions!
wheee!

all of us who attended have passed. except for gary who came down with a fever after yesterday. poor guy gotta pay extra 15 bucks for the make up. wth.

anyways i think we learnt quite a bit of stuff! haha. it was fruitful although it was boring most of us. lol

did lots of mass capsize drill today. our timing just got better and better! and holy shit! during one of the capsize drills i lost my training specs. lol. i was like a blind mouse more than half the time we were paddling.

the scorching sun from up above = HOLY SHIT!

face burnt. arms burnt. nose burnt. cheeks burnt.

and weirdest thing of all. LIPS BURNT!? lol

hard to believe but yeah. oh well. it hurts just endure.i guess. there's land training tmr though. zzz. im quite chui now.

and one more thing. nicholas chong kai ming. you're one of the better paddlers in RPCanoe. but that doesnt mean you should be so fucking selfish. today we were allowed to try the eskimo canoes. you're always the first to take the better things and left the crap for others to pick up. and the junk you pick up isnt to your liking you simply dump it aside for others to pick up where you fucking left off. i dun think thats how a teammate should act.

just for the record. litong was FUCKING pissed about it. today was the first time i've seen her so boiled that she cursed and swore in front of me.

anyways pictures now!


tmr's gonna be chui for us man.



Saturday, September 27, 2008
7:25 AM; one star course
had the first day of one start course training today.

shall elaborate more tmr after the whole thing.

just few things i wanna make known.

my face... IS LIKE A DRUNKEN LOBSTER!

its red, more red than i've ever known.

T.T

ahhh!!

and of course, im super happy that my hometown for paddling is lower seletar. you have NO idea how dirty the water is over at kallang.

seriously YUCK!

lets be appreciative too that lower seletar is fresh water and not seawater. and we can drink it despite having all the uncouth dragonboaters spitting inside the reservoir. zzz -.-

UPDATE TMR YO!


Thursday, September 25, 2008
2:46 AM; food poisoning and diahorrea
omg..

had nonya food two days and after that i felt so queasy in the stomach and i knew i was suffering from indigestion when i reached home.

thought nothing of it but yesterday the horrors began. i starting having diahorrea attacks and even vomiting.

-sigh-

still i thought this would pass pretty quickly. i continued and went for water training. paddled 4 x 2km sets. although i paddled only 3 sets. one of the sets i had to run back to shore and i made a beeline for the gents. i was super dehydrated thks to diahorrea. zzz

after bathing at stadium, the pain attacks got worse. i couldnt even walk properly and walk at the normal speed i always walked at. even while sitting down on the mrt was a chore. pain attacks kept coming every few mins. i had to endure it until i reached home, i thought that after reaching home and taking some immodium(a medicine against diahorrea) i would be fine.

but wow. i ended up not eating the food mom cooked for me, instead i finished up the bread i bought at khatib station. and i couldnt sleep last night as i visited the toilet more than 19 times during the night. some due to diahorrea and a few times due to vomits.

zzz.

its terrible im telling you. i havent felt THIS lousy in a long time T.T

and peck hoon was so persistant in asking me to see the doctor. like an old granny LOL. but jokes aside. thks for the concern.

dad picked me up after school. couldnt go kumon to work again today. hais. mom's gonna start railing at me. (refer to my previous post, the section about falling sick lol)

today's module sucked. and the rj question is seriously making me spin in merry-go-rounds.

fever's coming, i can feel the heat on my forehead and the emission of heat exiting through my body. including the giddy-ness im currently experiencing. wth seriously. i have a swollen eyelid now. insomnia isnt getting any better.

body ailments are coming in at me all at once. whats the fairness in that?

:/


Sunday, September 21, 2008
5:22 PM; double standards confuse, seriously..
Adults... adults, they are hard to please...

when you shout, they shout. when they shout, you listen.
when we talk, they find us nosey. when they nag, it's for our own good.
when you complain, they don't care. when they complain, you HAVE TO care.
when you praise, they think you're up to something. when they praise, they expect more from you.
when you buy stuff, they think you're wasting money. when they buy stuff, it's the bestest thing in the world and you've got to like it.
when you fall sick, the relatives don't give a damn. when they fall sick, you get a scolding for no good reason.
when you don't eat, they scold. when they don't eat, you'd be cursing the mountain on your plate. when you watch tv. they say you're not studying enough. when they watch tv, they say they're taking a break.
when you're not home, take MY advice, start preparing your excuses!

try not to abuse your authority because when i grow up, i'll realize. it also gives me the impression that wrongful conduct only applies when i'm caught.

well, not referring to my parents NOW. but this was what they used to do. lol


Saturday, September 20, 2008
7:10 AM; my interest is gradually being killed off -.-
Friday

sucky science module. the problem was fucking difficult. and the facilitator was COMPLETE shit. i know we're supposed to do things the PBL way. but when we're stuck, shouldnt you at least try and help? just so we can move on?

no, in fact she stood there and kept on asking -"then? then? then?"

THEN YOUR HEAD LAH!

-.-

just for the record for people reading my blog.

the following was my response to her Reflection Journal question:

RJ Question : Time is the challenge for today's problem. What have you done to challenge yourself to go further for this problem?

========= Reflection Journal ==========

I didnt challenge myself to go further in this problem. How can we(my team) to go further if we didnt know what was the basis of this problem? I only understood what was going on for a little bit of the worksheet, heading further into it made my head hurt.

I''m very sorry that my team has nothing worthwhile for you to question us about. If we didnt hit your standards i apologise once again but since i contributed my bit, i think i need not feel a tinge of guiltiness.
Do not mistake my bad attitude for my disrepect towards you, i don''t think i''m the only one feeling frustrated here. Max and Leo''s team did very well compared to me.
The only thing i did challenge myself was to complete a ppt which was filled with nothing worthwhile for you to question.

In return, i''ll go home and read through my textbooks once again, but i don''t think its as ''basic'' as our current module.

P.S. i feel VERY discouraged by your comment towards my team. even if we did do everything badly, where is the support we should get as students?


lol was it sarcastic enough?

pls do give comments because im planning to stage a rebellion if she gives the whole class 'D's again. we stayed the whole day and we do RJ and what happens? WE GET 'D's. zzz.

shitty facilitator. if all facis were like her. we'd seriously die. -.-

enough about her lol spoil my mood.

went out with classmates to makan sutra. not bad the food. slacked around the library with a bunch of O lvl idiots trying to play a fool with us. kj and i wanted to elbow that mother fucker. but kin shen thiam heng and grace walked away so quickly that we ended up not doing anything at all. FUCK!

nvm. went to find shi qi and joanne after that. supposed to support iqmal they all. but the performance was already over :/ lol

and i regret telling joanne that i'd let her beat me everytime she sees me -.- wah lao. yesterday she let loose a flurry of slaps all over me ): lol
headed to marina square's food court for some dessert since some of them wanted to eat. wanted to slack but all decided to go home instead lol.

SHIQI! we didnt play your feelings lah! haha. we just didnt want to slack anymore :P

Saturday

woke up at the usual time for training today 6am. had rice for breakfast kinda crazy if you ask me. but i had to try shoving it down no matter what. later the monster coach comment on me being stupid again for not eating breakfast. lol.

for the first time coach made us do visualization of how we'd win a race. and he said: 'if you're doing the visualization correctly, i should see you sweating even though you're sitting down' lol
kns i was sweating like mad! LOL. then he told us to do the farkleg (or is it supposed to be fuckleg? LOL)

6 mins of hard paddling and 3 mins of easy paddling 6 sets. but by doing that first, it literally killed off all of the juniors. lol.

after that T1 junior guys 8 x 500m sprint sets. choun meng joined us cause coach put him with us. and said he had to lead by at least one buoy while paddling with us. kns. his maintenance strokes SIAO ONE LOH! he maintained SUPER well! kns. he really broke my mental state by leading off so far ahead. zzz.

after that headed up pontoon. did the logistics as how fishy requested. then halfway went to do 50 pull ups. sian lah. doing pull ups are not the sian thing lol. dun get me wrong. i wasnt supposed to get THAT tired just by doing pull ups since there was no running involved. BUT! i was to assist wilson - this guy weighs above 90kg. and i was panting after helping me do pull ups -.- help? LOL

finished up and continued with the logistics. finished and heading to bathe and lunch with the team :D

im glad our team is finally starting to come together! :DD

love it!


Tuesday, September 16, 2008
4:21 AM; the sun the sand and the beach!
went to sentosa instead of going to school today. with some of my new classmate khakis. haha. but what fun can you expect with only 5 people? lol

me, grace, kai jie, kin shen and raymond.

dots.. didnt really feel like going the night before since i was feeling super sian because i would be missing water training! ):

aiyah nvm. zzz. headed to harbourfront mrt to meet up with the peeps! and ate something before going to sentosa - the food there is made of gold. its only meant for the upper crust people. lol

made our way to dunno what beach -.- lol. managed to locate a spot for volleyball. played and played omg lah. the sun was SCORCHING! holy shit! and the shittiest thing i did was that i put sun block everywhere (okay NOT everywhere lol) except for my back. now its burning up. omffggg!

the others decided to take a dip but i gave it a pass since i seriously abhor the seawater. they make my ding dong's get abrasion 3/4 of the time lol. and NO WAY in hell was i going into the water. so they played awhile and we continued with more volleyball and cards before heading to shower.

headed back to vivo after that. walked in rounds and rounds trying to locate the stupid sakae sushi outlet -.-

and when i mentioned if kai jie doesnt get to eat the shitty wasabi stuffed food, god loves him more. i feel so right when i said that. I ATE LIKE 4 PLATES OF THOSE SHITTY THINGS OMFG!

AND KAI JIE?

ZERO ZERO ZERO ZERO! ARGGGHHH!

mention wasabi to my face and i'll pulverise you inside out and fling you like ragged doll. rawr!

pictures? WAIT TILL KINSHEN SENDS THEM TO ME! haha!


Saturday, September 13, 2008
8:35 PM; tired really tired.
FRIDAY

went for steamboat after school with kj, kin shen and thiam heng. we had a super hilarious time! we ate we crapped. and we laughing non stop because of crappy things we were joking about. i ate alot - BUT OMGGAWD! thiam heng himself ate like almost 10 plates of meat by HIMSELF! holy shit! and we were like - QUICK TAKE SOMEMORE! the tables adjacent to us were looking at us lol (both sides ALL girls) then when we kj took more meat. the younger girls were like - HEY! GOT MEAT LIAO! FASTER GO TAKE! and the super kuku part was we made our OWN concoction of soup! LOL. watermelon everything we dump in, haha! and we play oh ya pa ya som! ok sorry thiam heng you didnt know we three were in cahoots and you fell for it TWICE :X so yeah he drunk it up. the chilli thing and yucky soup. lol. walked to esplanade. on the way i farted in front of a indian riding the bike. LOL. sry lah i love bastard-ing ppl. HAHA. and i screamed when we were walking along the VERY VERY dark path. and ppl behind us got a shock of their lives. :P slacked awhile at esplanade. trained home!

SATURDAY

as usual woke up at 6 am. left the house at 6.30am. reach khatib mrt at around 7.30. slacked a bit cos it was raining. lol. 8.15 warm up started. the usual routine lah. then coach instructed the juniors to do sprint sets. 9 x 1000m for guys. i did like 4 sets and felt SUPER dizzy. almost fell off the boat zzz. bob told me to go up and rest, dun paddle. and YAY! coach scolded me stupid for not eating breakfast. zzz. its not that i dun wanna eat. its that i simply have no appetite. but aite, coach was very disappointed with us. not only in paddling but because some of us didnt eat breakfast too. he wants us to perform at our optimum and we like? crapped ourselves up? zzz. rested awhile, paddled T2 with wilson. not too bad considering i have no energy left. lol. but went up after a few sets too. again chui already. no energy. but at least i finished up the 50 pull ups.

bathed at the stadium and headed home. im like so so super chui ytd. didnt even wanna eat after i reached home. i knocked out after taking a shower -.- reached home at 4. slept till 7.30. 3 hours gone like that o.O

SUNDAY

I WANNA SLACK TODAY! IM SO TIRED. THERE'S TRAINING TMR. OMGGG. WE'LL BE TRAINING WITH THE SENIORS NOW. HOLY SHITTT.

p.s pictures will be uploaded later lol.


Tuesday, September 9, 2008
8:45 AM; happy birthday peck peck!
happy bird day! WOOHOO~

happy bird day to you peck peck!
you are born in the zoo~
with the monkeys and bears~
happy bird day to you!

xD

i know i said it to you already lol.

thks for inviting us to your bbq! :DD havent had such a fun time in a LONG LONG while. i've been caught up in canoe and my own stuffs i almost forgotten what was it like to hang out with friends and well... HAVE FUN!

(:

hope you like the present i gave you yeah? haha.

alright lame shit pictures i'll upload in school lol. i needa SLEEP!

BUT IM NOT SLPY NOW! WTH!

im sinful that i skipped training, but it turned to be fruitful for once. guess i'll have to go for sunday's training to cover back up.

oh and thiam heng..? you can seriously forget about asking me to join rugby. cos im faithful and loyal to my canoeing IG. my pals are here. this is my team. i'll stick it out with them through thick or thin, and we promised each other we'll suffer the pain together as a team for the next three years of our poly life :DD

(the following i wanted to put here, but its WAY too mushy. i didnt even realise i could be so corny! haha!)

peace out! NIGHTS!

yeah im emo-ing. cos a knife flew thru my heart. LOL. some dumb pictures with my new classmates, raymond, kai jie and thiam heng!


Friday, September 5, 2008
3:36 AM; W45M
well its the start of the semester 2!

new class W45M!

pretty meek on the first day of school. lol. most of them were REALLY quiet. but yeah now starting to warm up, and i realised they are a bunch of jokers and shooters. haha!

shi qi(joanne's previous classmate), she's a bazooka shooter. LOL. a few of them are quite fun. especially one girl called. PECK HOON! my first impression of her was that she's an ah lian :/

being in the same team with her today changed my perception towards her. she is actually VERY shitty! lol! playing webcam in class while researching and we've msn-ing each other while other teams were presenting (cos cannot talk outright mah) LOL. i've personally given her a few nicknames.

1. PEK PEK!
2. PEK CHEK!
3. PEK HUAY!
4. PEK LIAN!

lol. no offence ah. haha.

and there's another girl. super wu liao today lol. grace. haha. for some reason she became SO high when xiu ling came to help us with our problem lol.

joker lah my class seriously speaking. well of course we cant compare with our class in semester 1. everyone's whining wanting to get their previous class back. i mean yeah me too, but i guess when its time to move on, its best if we lift our heads and advance on!

:DD

i miss you guys from W26L! our class may be dead, but our memories as friends and as classmates will live on within our hearts! (:

and to you peeps from W45M.

HELLO~! the joker is here to play. LOL


Tuesday, September 2, 2008
3:59 AM; reminisce
made a trip down to my secondary school last friday. saw lots of familiar faces. juniors and seniors.

this took me down the lane of reminiscence of my days in macpherson secondary. i used to hate it when i first entered the school. i wasnt supposed to enter macpherson. i was supposed to enter damai secondary. but because of some lame excuse my parents made. something like the damai principal's commands of english wasn't up to standard. and worse of all my dad was the chairman of macpherson secondary. lol. so by some weird of twist of fate i ended up in macpherson. haha.

teachers would steal glances at me the moment they entered my class when i was in 1E. they were wary of me, because alot of them didnt wanted to antagonise me. but i didnt want to be recognized as the chairman's son. i wanted to be known as Aaron.

the level of difficulty was indeed way over my control. i started wreaking havoc as soon as i entered secondary 2. mr mok. omg. i tell you this teacher is one which i'll never like him. he picked on me. and when i complained to my dad that he was constantly picking on me, he confronted me saying that he's always giving me face -.- i dunno luh. he cut my hair, spoke ill of me to other teachers even though other teachers sided me haha!

but i do thank all of the other teachers who have care and nurtured not only me but everyone who was in my class. some of the teachers which i'm more grateful too are miss ngor, mr ng aik hong, mr FOO! miss liu, mrs fawzie and quite a few more. these are the few that made their impressions hard on me. haha.

miss ngor was one of the very few teachers who treated me as a student, ONLY as a student. she'd heck care if i was the chairman's son. for that im grateful! :D

and mr ng recognized me as Aaron when i was in secondary 5 (FINALLY!) he said that i've finally walked out of my dad's shadow. i was so elated to hear that. being able to graduate from macpherson as myself, with fond memories of my dearest friends and school life was more than anything i could every ask for.

miss liu had a harder time haha. she's very concerned over our personal growth and sometimes she nags too much. but i guess it was all for our good.

mr foo? haha! he's the silent type,windwalker! trust me he's super good except he'll lame back when you shit about with him. haha!

thanks teachers for enduring me(yeah i know i was one of the most notorious students in school for creating tonnes and tonnes of havoc) and friends! especially those from 5B! love you guys!

and now its on to poly life. time to advance further onto a new chapter of life. its gonna be only canoeing, kumon and studying. 3 years only. gotta make the best of it! oh and not forgetting the newfound friends from poly!

:D