had a nice talk with shaika yesterday after class. she was telling how she was ALSO always getting stuck with younger guys. LOL.
so i listened in and got little sian-ed when she told me that she were to choose someone else of a higher calibre eg. doctor, lawyer, not exactly lah but those in training and the guy who was chasing her? she'd definitely go for the doctor or lawyer.
reason being?
simple - they have a income, more mature, know how to think better etc.
whereas what do the younger guys have? hot headed-ness, known as hooligans in some cases, immature, much less a stable income.
as much as i didnt want to hear that, the ugly truth was as such. nothing i could do about it though.
seeing things progressing as they are. im just gonna do what i can for now. and not hope too much.
getting my hopes too high will only result in a more painful, harder crash back to earth - equivalent exchange people.
we can never have the best of both worlds, no matter how much we wish for it or work hard to obtain it. that is the basis of this earth.
in order to gain something, something of equal value must be lost. doesnt really help when im already sinking to the bottom of the despair pit with everything going on around me.
school was alright for the whole week. i think im starting to get the hang off things.
microbiology class turned out to be more like cultural and asthestics class.
lab was fun. i used the gloves to make balloons, stole some extra ecoli(intestinal bacteria) and cultured it to become purer when the teacher wasnt looking. and pls note - im the SAFETY OFFICER. LOL.
grades are turning out fine. i love chemistry more and more.
vesak day today. met up with my sec 5 clique last night. its always happy to see them, thinking back on how we meet in sec school. gone thru all the stupid crazy laughter to grow together. and now we're all over the place. haha!
gonna hit the gym later with vivek. god knows whether he's really coming anot. nvm i'll hit alone if i have to. twice per week i'll hit the gym.