im feeling like shit once again. i say i wanna forget those team memories and start over.
but tears just fill my eyes and i cant help it. i really cant. im going through this huge emotional fountain.
people have been asking/pulling me to dragonboat. gosh i want to.
but i already kinda made my mind to go dutch. i was thinking of just training by myself at least i wont have to go thru all the political shit again. and suck cock like that guy on canoe.
i'll nv like him. just like how my eyes treat that benjamin(the fucker who went to melbourne too)
they're so predictable. trying so hard to gain recognition, can never lose, lose then wanna charcoal with others. mofos to the max yo.
-suddenly become major bitching session ah?- LOL
i oso needa say im offically wishing my hands of reshmi. she's beyond hope. she's irritating and she's self conceited. gosh. i just wanna slap so hard that her head turns 360 LOL.
okay enough bitching.
nites.