sometimes i look back and i think - why am i strong at times and so weak at times?

i can be like the great of wall of china, impenetrable. yet at times, im like the twigs of an old tree - ready to snap at any juncture.

your appearance and presence in my life isnt a plain old conincidence - i take it to be the manifestation of destiny itself.

im losing all my motivation to do anything. this sucks no doubt. ahhhh.. im currently on the verge of snapping. school's starting.

i should starting singing myself to slp. HAHA!

its alright i'll find the pieces of myself and piece them back to together like i always did! strangely only peck hoon kept saying i was strong only on the outside - inside was already blown to smitheerens. HAHA!

Melbourne mates bbq. it was alright. gosh i was the fire starter. haha. remembering the show "Firestarter" the girl with powers to control flames. woohoo cool. i wish i could ignite a flame with the snap of my fingers! sadly i had to cycle to 7 - 11 to buy some of the flammable gel to get the fire going. LOL.

and stupid vivek didnt even bring a fucking lighter. when i asked him - lighter?

OH SHIT. LOL. HAHA! typical. LOL

was fun. boring too. haha!

thats about it. singapore beaches seriously cant hold a candle to what i've seen and experienced back in Melbourne, Inverloch.

someone pls lend their magnifying glasses. im in desperate need of finding my shattered pieces ):

otherwise i'd serious fade to black inside.