sneaked out of the house for a midnight run.
i know my health isnt permitting me to do so. but i ran like mad towards harbourfront, cutting through queensway.
seeing the lights in the night. getting out of breathe.
i just wanna take my mind off everything but running away isn't a long term solution, but if could escape just for that moment, that blink of an eye moment, it would still be great.
ran about 1 over hour and i reached harbourfront, then i went to mount faber. i remembered the spot which provided a good view of the sky.
to gaze upon the stars was peaceful. i looked at the skies for like 3 hours? time passed so quickly even though all i did was gaze upon the skies.
took a bus back from harbourfront at around 6.45
felt better, but didnt quite overcome the feeling of frustration, lousy-ness which is still inside of me.
i never saw it coming, i should've started running a long long time ago..
listening to daughtry's 'over you' makes me think it through, it really is a meaningful song.
hope the winds would blow this mist covering me now away soon..