happy birthday johnson. im sry for knocking your head. i really didnt mean it. lol
anyways had fun (i guess) singing. i dun normally sing. but hey i guess just sing it! lol.
and this post is written in expression towards you. yes you know who you are, and you'll know its you if you actually read this post.
i know the class has made sensitive jokes about 'us'. i dun like it too. but we're just friends nothing more right? i know that in my heart. so why care about others and turn a black face when people tease me or you? its not in my character to ACTUALLY write things like this here, because i normally go up to the person and face him or her squarely, or you could say to face one another's heart from the front.
because if i do this, im very sure that the other party would know that im doing this honestly, sincerely and seriously. i know i have been kinda moody these few days. im pissed with the class and all. but i definitely know that if i keep it up facing you squarely, our friendship will never go wrong. this is what i believe and i want to make it happen. but i cant really do that with you avoiding me and all. i know you want prevent such gossips, but cant you see we're drifting apart as friends? the way you do things simply makes me feel sad. i walk in front to you, you walk to the back, i walk to the back and you end up walking the front - you treat me as though im some sort of plaque. i know im not as funny or humourous as kj or john or kinshen, but im trying my best to be me, arent i? times flies and waits for no man, im of no exception, you too right? 6 weeks of school have already passed, i dun want the remaining 10 weeks to just simply fly by without me resolving the issue and i end up regreting the whole fiasco. i've made a mistake of flaring up like a volcano (due to my character) with my sem 1 classmates and i ended up souring relationships in the class, naturally i dun not wish for history to repeat itself. its my mess i'll clear it up.
friends are a part of a small group of people that we can only meet so many during our lifetime. i treasure friendships and relationships very deeply, that of cos includes you and everyone around us. and i thank you for caring for a dick like me. even though i do not know if i deserve it. and if i sound a little offensive im sorry once again. i dun mean it that way.
time for me to try to sleep! SLPING PILLS HERE I COME!
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