Friday

sucky science module. the problem was fucking difficult. and the facilitator was COMPLETE shit. i know we're supposed to do things the PBL way. but when we're stuck, shouldnt you at least try and help? just so we can move on?

no, in fact she stood there and kept on asking -"then? then? then?"

THEN YOUR HEAD LAH!

-.-

just for the record for people reading my blog.

the following was my response to her Reflection Journal question:

RJ Question : Time is the challenge for today's problem. What have you done to challenge yourself to go further for this problem?

========= Reflection Journal ==========

I didnt challenge myself to go further in this problem. How can we(my team) to go further if we didnt know what was the basis of this problem? I only understood what was going on for a little bit of the worksheet, heading further into it made my head hurt.

I''m very sorry that my team has nothing worthwhile for you to question us about. If we didnt hit your standards i apologise once again but since i contributed my bit, i think i need not feel a tinge of guiltiness.
Do not mistake my bad attitude for my disrepect towards you, i don''t think i''m the only one feeling frustrated here. Max and Leo''s team did very well compared to me.
The only thing i did challenge myself was to complete a ppt which was filled with nothing worthwhile for you to question.

In return, i''ll go home and read through my textbooks once again, but i don''t think its as ''basic'' as our current module.

P.S. i feel VERY discouraged by your comment towards my team. even if we did do everything badly, where is the support we should get as students?

lol was it sarcastic enough?

pls do give comments because im planning to stage a rebellion if she gives the whole class 'D's again. we stayed the whole day and we do RJ and what happens? WE GET 'D's. zzz.

shitty facilitator. if all facis were like her. we'd seriously die. -.-

enough about her lol spoil my mood.

went out with classmates to makan sutra. not bad the food. slacked around the library with a bunch of O lvl idiots trying to play a fool with us. kj and i wanted to elbow that mother fucker. but kin shen thiam heng and grace walked away so quickly that we ended up not doing anything at all. FUCK!

nvm. went to find shi qi and joanne after that. supposed to support iqmal they all. but the performance was already over :/ lol

and i regret telling joanne that i'd let her beat me everytime she sees me -.- wah lao. yesterday she let loose a flurry of slaps all over me ): lol
headed to marina square's food court for some dessert since some of them wanted to eat. wanted to slack but all decided to go home instead lol.

SHIQI! we didnt play your feelings lah! haha. we just didnt want to slack anymore :P

Saturday

woke up at the usual time for training today 6am. had rice for breakfast kinda crazy if you ask me. but i had to try shoving it down no matter what. later the monster coach comment on me being stupid again for not eating breakfast. lol.

for the first time coach made us do visualization of how we'd win a race. and he said: 'if you're doing the visualization correctly, i should see you sweating even though you're sitting down' lol
kns i was sweating like mad! LOL. then he told us to do the farkleg (or is it supposed to be fuckleg? LOL)

6 mins of hard paddling and 3 mins of easy paddling 6 sets. but by doing that first, it literally killed off all of the juniors. lol.

after that T1 junior guys 8 x 500m sprint sets. choun meng joined us cause coach put him with us. and said he had to lead by at least one buoy while paddling with us. kns. his maintenance strokes SIAO ONE LOH! he maintained SUPER well! kns. he really broke my mental state by leading off so far ahead. zzz.

after that headed up pontoon. did the logistics as how fishy requested. then halfway went to do 50 pull ups. sian lah. doing pull ups are not the sian thing lol. dun get me wrong. i wasnt supposed to get THAT tired just by doing pull ups since there was no running involved. BUT! i was to assist wilson - this guy weighs above 90kg. and i was panting after helping me do pull ups -.- help? LOL

finished up and continued with the logistics. finished and heading to bathe and lunch with the team :D

im glad our team is finally starting to come together! :DD

love it!